u/suliow1k

I have read syntax of love multiple times, I've reconsidered my typing over and over again, yet everytime it feels unsatisfactory. Any function placed in 4th function seems to make little sense for me. I am too focused on physical pleasures and appearance to be a 4F (reason why up until now I was typing myself as 1F), too focused on the emotional sphere and how to influence others and control my own expression to be a 4E (reason why up until now I was typing myself as 2E), too reactive and preocuppied about social hierarchies and my social image to be a 4V (reason why up until now I was typing myself as 3V). HOWEVER, and as many will ask themselves while reading this, I also don't relate at all with 4L, as I'm far too confident and curious about the intellectual sphere, and sure, nowadays I will disregard logic for the sake of my other functions, but it is still a primary part of me too which i often work on and enjoy stimulating.

There's like a complete dettachment from my part to the idea of having a 4th function, I care too much about all of them. I am hedonistic to an extensive extent and hold a materialistic view of the world; I am deeply enthralled by emotional expression, the arts and influencing others; I strive to maintain a social image and i want to have emotional power over others, I tend to egotistical thinking often even; and I am a very logically dominant person, I tend to be very structured in my way of thinking but also really enjoy discussing ideas with others and working on it.

Why could this aversion to an Unbothered Function be?