throat pain/ouid impact
hey y'all. this shit is some of the worst pain i've felt.
weed is the only thing that seems to help.
right now, i can't sleep bc i can't breathe without pain. not to mention swallowing, talking, yawning, etc. drinking water, too- excruciating.
how tf is a person supposed to recover when resting and hydration feel impossible? ugh.
my question is- i am, beyond a shadow of a doubt, addicted to weed. started as chronic pain symptom management, now idk how to live without it. edibles give me heart palpitations (and zero high), so they're not an option.
my question is, does anyone know how bad it is to be smoking on this irritated ass shit? it's the only way i can sleep or have any appetite and, quite frankly, i will enter withdrawal without it.
but this throat pain is unbearable. if i'm making it substantially worse.... i gotta figure out my shit. i can't be extending my pain :(
any advice or thoughts? i'd appreciate it greatly