SP IS HEREEEEE
Yalllllllll sp broke no contact!!!!!!! Now LISTEN TO ME!!!!
Quick back story, SP broke up with me in the beginning of August and we’ve been no contact since. I still have him on all social media btw. The first month I was fully devastated , I was literally depressed and he wasn’t the only reason I was going through a tough time. I would say that lasted until mid September. Mind you during my bad phase I tried 1000 techniques affirmations, I gave up, spiraled, started again etc etc. Suddenly i had this feeling that I should focus more on myself I genuinely enjoyed putting effort in myself, my looks, I met new friends, I was just saying yes to everything and everyone just loving life. I still thought about him everyday and I stopped techniques (sometimes I did SATS) and whenever I thought of him I just thought nah he’s mine nah I know he misses me just as much as I miss him. I felt safe with this thought it felt really good to me, almost real. I started seeing little movements in insta, I got a like on my story here and there. Idk why but today I went crash out I was feeling so bad I cried about him because I miss him so much and I was just begginggggg to know how he feels, I calmed down watched a movie, did some house chores and suddenly I see his fucking message asking if I’m awake. I was literally in shock because I bawled my eyes out about him just a few hours ago… i said yes and he immediately facetimed me and we were talking for 3 hours straight….. we’re not officially back yet but god damn we just talked for the first time after 3 months… still in shock btw.
Before you ask me what I did. I did nothing and that was the best thing I could do. I wanted to really feel good about myself I constantly take care of myself, get busy, meet new people and just live life. Whenever I thought of him I just reminded myself of my decision which is that he loves me, he can’t live without me and that he’s coming back.