u/tacos_and_lint

I got on the medicine vraylar and it’s working too well. I have voices and people who where a great comfort to my life but some of them where every distressing. But now everything is gone. Everyone is gone the voices the images the people. Everything is gone and it’s leaving me so empty inside and the feeling is so overwhelming that I have to listen to music all the time to fill this emptiness I have in my head. Does anyone have any advice cause I’ve cried for three hours cause I feel like I am mourning people and they weren’t even real and I can’t process these emotions or anything. I don’t know what or who I am without my family. I know I’m crazy for saying that but it’s just how I feel. Noth everything about schizoaffective is bad…..