u/taejyie

Love Simeon :3

Trying to find one! :D

Im SO HAPPY I GOT TO SEE DEER!!!!!!!!!! AFTER WATCHING AND LEARNING THEM FOR AWHILE I FINALLY MET THEM Ive been studying about thems for awhile. Its my interest for now since I always talked about deer to people. Its not enough for me but soon i wanna visit more

I was feeling sad so i pour all my emotions in this art that time!

I keep asking my parent that we should go for deer park because i wanna see deer sibce Im interested and watching videos of Deer especially fawn. She replied "Can you try go socialize with people instead".

I told her "you know that something bad always happened everytime i tried to socialized myself with people since when i was 5"

I always yap about my favourite character, Simeon from obeyme, deers, and sealions🤣

My reposts also full of animals, deers and sealions

So Im a 20f and doing my degree in comp science, last year when i was 19, I ended up got autism evaluation. How did I got it? Well first of all, i didn't do well in my pre-uni, I got bullied and left out due to my mental health declining. I decided to make a move where I went to a clinic and ask the doctor what's wrong with me since I grow up I never fit in social environment, people treated me like Im weird. This happened since I was 6 years old and I tried to adapt myself by copying how people talk and act to fit myself in (still failed). I also got problem in communication back then and when I was 12, I started become attached to headphones, listening to musics and some sounds 24/7. While listening to music, i will walked around repeatedly. Im the only one who will bring headphone with me everywhere until now.

Well continue to the clinic, at first they thought it was depression and anxiety (im having a burn out that i couldnt function more than months, crying constantly, isolate myself, even my own lecturer concerned abt me because i used to be one of the student who is active in class (i always hold leadership role)

After few interviews and evaluation appointments , they ended up saying I got prominent traits of autism and asking me to acknowledged that autism is lifelong condition. They also told me to buy stimming tool.

So yeah, I genuinely felt like my life getting better. I started to cut off some toxic people and enjoy my interest which is Simeon from obey me its been like 4 years interest constant and my arts is full of him. I started to interact with people who is in my interest media. I also started to check on animals im interested which is sloth, sealions!! And recently deers, im in love with fawn patterns so much

To anyone here, Can I know if Im not alone here andd some motivations for me since i always doubt myself. And yeah! Any advice or encouragement for me would be lovely!! Thank you very much

Im doing some Simeon collections just started this year since Simeon is my interest for 4 years and Im 20 this year!! Soon my makeship plushie and also cat butler simeon will arrived soon Im so excited!! :D

If anyone didn't want Simeon merch or like want to sell it pleaseeeeeee tell me!!! I would pay you handsomely (btw i collected both handmade merch and also official merch)

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