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i used to watch penny's content a lot when she was knittingiantbeanies for her gravity falls content. i remember she made a lyric cover of the unused gravity falls ending song that was supposed to play in the series finale, and it was basically my all-time favorite out of all her covers. i've recently come to the conclusion that it may be lost. while a lot of her old covers and gravity falls stuff is at least archived in some way, this one either was fully deleted or people didn't care enough to save it.*

i hope it's not intruding to ask about such an old video penny made considering there's probably a reason she doesn't talk about her knittingiantbeanies era, i would just really like to listen to it again. or maybe if anyone knows why this one in particular seems to be totally gone instead of unlisted

(*her genius page DOES have the lyrics under the name departure, but it doesn't include a link to the video or anything)

so i'm usually sharing/hypersharing for all my f/os except my current main one, larry from eddsworld. until today at least. i was so strictly nonsharing that i would get genuinely upset if i ran into doubles, which was admittedly a rare sight considering he's a background character that appears for like, a minute in total (that being said, he would appear in a shot for maybe like 5 seconds each)

larry was the only character i felt this protective over up until i was taking a shower last week and thought 'is it *really* that serious?'

and it took me seeing fanart of him in a mall today not too far from my town for me to get genuinely excited and wish i had more friends who got this excited over him. so i unblocked the doubles i previously ran into online to check if any of them were also sharing.

i just think its weird how quickly my feelings changed. i still get that instinctual gut feeling when i see their ship art but its also something i want to move on from. its not even that i stopped caring about him as much either, i just want to stop feeling bad when i see other people who i can literally bond with over our shared love for a character and share our own reasons for why he's so special to us. i don't know, has anyone else just randomly became a sharing selfshipper?