u/terrrruuu

looking for arabic wlw songs, does anyone know any?

i just got broken up with.. she said my cptsd was too much for her, this was on of the healthiest relationships i ever experienced.. but when i told her about my past it got too heavy and a week later she decided she can't take it..ive been in therapy for 6 years now, im working really hard on myself and on trusting others.. i never shared my traumas in relationships.. and i thought this one was different. now im going to back to my old ways of hiding and masking...

im just really sad to lose her... i think this is my first falling this deep for someone.. and i feel shattered.

33f lately its been harder to live a double life, so i was thinking maybe it's time i reveal my true self and cut contact with them, by that I mean both that im an ex hijabi and a lesbian. for context my family is very religious and i developed cptsd from the religious shit and my mom and brothers were very violent with me growing up (and other TW stuff i don't want to get into). I've been living on my own for about 10 years in a different district, i visit them about once a month, even then the toll on my mental health is very high, and i just want to live freely without having to worry, all in all i wish they'd disown me so we can be done with this.

i would love to listen to stories similar to mine and what you did in this situation, i would especially appreciate female perspective. thank you for reading this far 🤟🏼