Testing
So i’ve been thinking for a while I may have something wrong, even before I had my phone or internet access. I got really obsessed with researching about neurodivergence and taking screenings and I talked to my mother about it, she says “im just peculiar and it’s satan messing with your head.” I now feel really strange and as if I’m some type of disappointment pretending to have something wrong when I’m actually fine. I don’t know what to do because it’s causing me stress due to me wanting to get tested but now being scared I’m just weird. My mother says give her reasons to get me tested and she’ll decide. I’m scared and don’t know what to do, I want to be tested but im scared they may send me back negative and I may just be weird and I don’t know. I’m spiraling right now and need any advice i can get because it’s making me feel genuinely unwell