u/thankunextw

I have hills of trash pilled around my bed, flies and moth flies just keep getting in again and again even though I keep using insect spray. There’s a gross, cloyingly sweet scent lingering in the air, irritating my nose and brain. It’s the rotten stench of leftover seafood takeout scraps left untreated for days. I just can't move or do anything, I just lie on my bed scrolling, eating and excreting. I haven't showered or brushed my teeth for about three months, I also have ED, I keep binge eating and purging, I oder about ten takeouts a day. I don't clean the bathroom every time I finish purging, now it reeks and is completely overgrown with mold, my head aches every time I go in there and breathe the air. I barely spoke to any human being for two months, except for picking up calls from DoorDash drivers.