New furry in this community trying to create a fursona for himself.
Hello everyone, I am a 20-year-old male (he/him). Since my teenage years, I have admired the furry community from afar and wanted to join it someday. After I moved to college, I started to reinvent myself, doing things I hadn't dared to do in my younger years, so I remembered my interest in the furry culture and finally took a deeper look into it and wanting to have a fursona. However, I have run into a couple of problems that I would like to address and get help to overcom ot.
First is choosing a species for my fursona. I don't know, it is difficult to finalize a character's species. It really depends on how I am feeling that day. At one moment I will ponder if it will be a reindeer or a moose on another day, I will think of a tiger or a bear. So I am having trouble finalizing the first one. I also did some tests that determine my fursona species, but I don't like their final results.
Another thing is drawing it, and my god, I am bad at it. I just don't have the talent to do it. I have a sketchbook that I draw in, and looking through the pages, there is close to no improvement in that department. I really try to improve, but I don't have talent for it. There is always a way for commissions, but I don't have a reference to give or money. As I mentioned, I am in college and broke, so financially I cannot invest in it.
So this is where I will end. Yeah, I think there are some some members without fursonas, but I want to have a face that I can introduce to others and maybe something to try to draw. Your replies will be appreciated.