Having a feeding tube in America is scary
Ever since ive got a tube ive been scared if there was a school shooter my pump would go off. And there is nothing I can do about it, and as school starts again I have to remeber and have the same fear, and the knowledge that the one think keeping me alive could get me killed. That is all, I just needed to get it out because ive been holding this fear in for 4 years and I can't tell anyone because the last thing I want is my mom who alredy has to worry about me dying from malnutrition to worry about me being killed from the only thing that saved me from malnutrition.