Post-op and single: How do you navigating finding the one to lose your virginity to?
I am at a crossroads because I am reaching 6 months post op and I havent even dated in over 3 years but I am young and technically never had consensual penetrative sex (anal was nonconsensual) so I would count my future sexual experience as my first time with penetration... i know girls feel the same way about first vaginal penetration anyway. I dont want it to be a random guy but the few guys I had talked to preop didnt know and I am too scared to navigate my first time with a guy who doesnt know to be gentle... and the only guy who does know is my ex who is married with a kid and he's tried to cheat with me before but I cant have that on my conscience as much as I am attracted to him.
Sooo. I realize now I am in a funny pickle and nowhere near having sex which is frustrating cause I just started mastutbating...😭 how did you single and postop girls navgiate this?