Severe insecurity.
I am 34 (M). Been unemployed for a looong time now. All the people around me are looking to buy houses in excess of a 3 to 5 crores and here i can't even hold a basic ass job because of my severe anxiety. Whenever anyone around me talks of buying a house in Mumbai I feel so insecure; the feeling is so real. I just pretend to be busy and excuse myself from these situations. life is sad.