u/thebananaperson1

hi it’s been so long

I’m 20 in three days 😅😅😅 idk how to feel abt that! it’s pretty crazy innit????

also I wanna say that even tho Im not on here nearly as much as I used to be, this sub was genuinely an integral part of my teenage years cause it’s where I met my online friends, who have since been and still are a big part of my life, so Im very grateful!!

I kinda miss the old Eden days in like 2023 when I used to know everyone lol. but I was way too chronically online then it was bad 😭 (well Im still chronically online just not on reddit)

(also it’s time for me to say goodbye to any chance I ever had of teenage romance) (as if I ever had a chance in the first place 😹😹😹) (I have been questioning my possible aromanticism but I still am pretty sure Im not. still ace tho 100%)

PLEASE HELP I want a pop-punk / punk-rock guitar sound (like Fall Out Boy or Paramore) and have absolutely no idea what presets to use. Ive played around with the presets so much but nothing I've come up with sounds like what I want. I would appreciate it so much if anyone has recommendations

Im quite proud of how it came out :)

I've known that Im ace for about 4 years but I'm sort of kind of questioning if I might fall under the aro spectrum too? (I did already check the pinned post but it didn't help much so I still want to make my own post)

Im 19 and I have had quite a few crushes before, but they were all either because I liked how they looked (aesthetic attraction) or because they were a little nicer to me/showed me more attention than most guys are (I am not used to any attention from the opposite gender)

So basically Im not sure if any of them were real crushes because they honestly felt more like hyperfixations/limerence. And I'm not sure if I actually know what real romantic attraction is supposed to feel like. I was thinking maybe it's something I can't know until I try dating people, which I've never done

I do like the idea of experiencing romance but am not sure if I am truly capable of real romantic attraction. I do get kinda annoyed at the fact that 90% of media revolves around romance/relationships/sex but that might just be because I can't resonate and have never experienced it