Okay so it's an historical manhwa the fl had blond hair and the ml has white hair(?) and he is a dragon. One of the main characters really liked gems I think also one of the arcs was about solving a disease which was spread through rivers.
I read this manhwa 5 or 6 years ago and it was already completed by that time.
It's one of my very first manhwas so I wonder what the name was and want to re-read it
I just wanted to share my experience of how I figured out I'm an aroallo.
For the longest time, I was convinced that I was either bisexual or pansexual because I felt an equal level of romantic and sexual attraction towards every gender.
But it turns out it was because I didn't feel any romantic attraction to begin with and sexual attraction? I felt too much of it.
Honestly, my friend had once told me that I might be aroace because of how messy my love life was and how I struggled to even say "Ily" to my partner in a loving way.
I can say stuff like that to my friends just fine but when it's a romantic partner, I can't. (Don't ask why I even went into a relationship when I can't even say Ily, rant for another time)
But the thing is, I do feel sexual attraction, a little more than what's considered normal. And that thing even the confused teenager me knew, which is why I was in heavy denial for a long time.
Until I found out that aroace isn't always a package deal and a person can be an aromantic and feel sexual attraction. The amount of relief I felt wnen I learned that information is something I can't describe. Because everything actually made sense upon that information.
But I still tell people I am an aroace because it's just easier that way, and I just KNOW people will call me a whore or a slut just because I feel things differently than they do.
Especially because I live in a place where people can't even fathom that same gendered people can love each other in a romantic way.
I haven't told anyone about this because it's kind of a tough topic to bring up. I am kinda afraid my friends will look at me differently if I told them I am aroallo, but I needed to get this out of my chest.
Which is why I am here.
thank you for taking the time to read this.