DAE feel exhausted?
I don’t think I’m alone in this, but I feel pretty isolated at this point. I hit 10 years of being out and on T this Spring, and frankly, I am really tired of…not having community or feeling like I belong. Of doing this alone.
Being trans is exhausting. Don’t get me wrong, it’s been a true gift to live authentically for a decade and counting. I’m just feeling like all the little things add up and have become burdensome to me.
Things like not being able to update my name and marker, having to donate blood for T, needle phobia (tried gel, didn’t work well), no trans friends even tho I live in a progressive city…I typically feel left out of queer groups bc of my passing privilege and cis straight facing relationship.
Idk, maybe I just need to vent into the void. Or maybe there’s someone else here that gets what I mean…? Thank you all the same for being here.