Help needed: it's messy 😭
Well.... storytime.
I was getting bored this one evening, decided to play a game, went to play store, there i saw this new app, this was like a language learning app, which allowed you to connect to people all over the world, and learn their native language. I made a fake account, posted a faceless pic, and forgot about it. Well..got so many texts, removing the creepy ones, in the end I was talking to two guys. Let's say A and B.
Then idk why we shifted to insta
I made a fake account
Now I have
My account, one to talk to guy A, one for B, and one for watching reels😭
I mean they're cool, we're like friends, their accounts were real, so I knew them...they don't know me
Guy A is basically a good friend, we text whenever we remember, he's a college student too
He even guided me for college life
Though he's half devdas
I told him I'm starting college,...he then warned me about guy who tends to help but actually just want timepass
I asked him how does he know
He said he's a guy too (i mean...yeah😭)
Then He said he doesn't do feelings and all
Started going on about his ex
Though overall...he only guided me
Then he asked if he could see me since I've seen him already...
He said if I don't want to it's okay
Then I sent a photo
And idk what happened
He forgot his ex only😭
Then the compliments and all came
I'm not sure what to reply
Guy B on the other hand, is a bit weird...older...but...he's smart, he called me out saying he doesn't think I'm from "south" as i had lied, he said he found out by my accent (mf we texting 😭)
But he asks weird questions
Like really WEIRD
Like adult references, even though I'm not faking my age.
And a few different kinds of flirting lines, and i try to make it normal conversation...he's kinda the problem
And this one time they both were texting at the same time, and i had to type fast, send, change account and then repeat.
And sometimes i forget what I told guy A or B
So now I have to read my own texts to find out which character am i playing.😭
On one hand i know both of them clearly like me, Guy B had evn said it, I said no but then he got bitter
So we don't talk much
And I've sent them a few pics
NOTHING I'd regret
Just my face
I'm not faking everything
Like name is fake
Age isn't
Place I'm from is fake
But my stories aren't 😭
But they still don't know the real me...now the thing is
I'm bored again
I wanna leave
But I'm kinda feeling bad, a bit weird too...because even though my photos were one view and couldn't be saved, and i didn't share ANYTHING I'd regret and I know they're not bad people
I feel weird
It's still the feeling of "what if"
And a different thought
What if they ever saw my real account😭
Advice needed desperately 😭