I hit rock bottom and kept digging
Tried to end it by crashing my motorcycle into a car, ended up with massive debt, then I got arrested and lost everything I had, I'm looking at a couple of years behind bars and a nasty record that would make me unemployable, then last week I got fired from a pity job I was given for being a dumbass on the internet, I went to the psych ward but they didn't take me in, I got sent it with sleepy time meds and a harsh talking about sucking it up and findinga job, and I don't think I will find one.
Today they told my dad he will get fired soon.
I was supposed to be successful, I was successful for a while but I blew it and I keep blowing everything.
My parents are getting old and it hurts me to see them sucking up my mistakes
When I heard the phrase "life is suffering" I thought it was said by some fuck ass philosopher like Nietzsche, but it was the Buddha.