u/thomasvx-texh

So I been noticing somethings about me lately.

I'm actually not a orderly or a neat person. My study desk are messy, book shelves are not always tidy ect but recently I have been taking a break from socializing and giving myself a little me time to heal from some of my irrelevant problems. As I have more free times than usual I started to clean my house more often and I found myself wanting to be perfect while cleaning my desk, my bookshelves, my kitchen, my living room ect. But as I get back to normal, as usual I get bored and keep the house messy again. So what do you think am I a perfectionist or it was just a temporary perfectionism thoughs/actions?