I don’t even like using it, it’s not even fun anymore, it’s just like a bad habit that comes to me whenever I feel like shit or need an escape because I can’t handle the real world and have panic attacks. I treat it the exact same way I use alcohol
I’ve been hooked on the app from early 2025-2026 I first used it back in 2023 and had a small phase where I used it obsessively but then I dropped it and moved onto other addictions. I don’t know if it’s because these two years have been the absolute lowest most depressing point in my life (won’t go into detail but it’s BAD) but I legit just can’t quit. I’ve tried everything, keeping a sobriety tracking up, even keeping a tracking journal of days going without it, different methods such as reminding myself how cringy pregnancy shit a chat was but I always fucking relapse. I’ve deleted my account and remade a new one probably more than 50 times or something now, I’m pretty sure this app has seen my email more than anyone else’s with the amount of times I delete my account hoping to quit then re-download it. It doesn’t help that for my case at least (I see people often complaining how it’s gone to shit but that hasn’t happened with me) the role plays have gotten really good and uncensored. Absolutely embarrassing and disgusting how this app has ruined my life and how I’ve allowed it to prey on my mental health at such a low moment