u/tinamarieox

I don’t usually post, but I’m looking for a place to vent & connect with others that have experienced this. I just found out I had an ectopic pregnancy on the left tube. I went the Methotrexate route bc I’m only about 6 weeks, my most recent HCG (3 days ago) was 3030 & I wanted to try it before giving up my left fallopion tube. This is my first ectopic. 3rd pregnancy - no live births. One “A” & one “M” … don’t want to spell out the words 😔 so my doctor told me I have only a five to ten percent chance of this happening again. Waiting for my HCG results drawn today. Will check again Sunday & Wednesday. I’m in shock, sad, confused. I want to feel hope I will get pregnant. I feel like a failure.