I’m DONE
I’ve been vaping since I was 18, and I’m 26 now. I’ve “quit” a few times, whether it be for a week or a few months, but never completely. I’m currently sitting in bed and haven’t slept at all since last night because I have the most minor runny nose ever and it’s making my shortness of breath extremely annoying. I’ve wanted to quit for a long time, and have of course known I was going to need to before it was too late, but now I’m at the point where I’m frankly pissed off. I just want to sleep and thanks to this addiction I can’t, and it completely controls my life. I have literally been fired from a job before for vaping, I spend WAY too much money on them, and they don’t provide a single positive thing to me, obviously. I continuously tell myself I’m going to quit, but after a day or a few hours my addicted mind says “oh it’s fine now you took a break so now you feel better, that means nothing bad will happen”. Now I’m beyond all of that, I’m actually mad. I’ve let these stupid little vaper boxes control me for 8 years. Even as I’m typing this, I’m thinking to myself “maybe I can buy one more and it’ll be my last one”. I already know this is going to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but I swear on my life I am so fucking done I will never as much as touch another vape for as long as I live. I refuse to end up lying in a hospital bed with lung cancer wishing that I had quit sooner.