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I got an eyebrow lamination today and the whole process hurt a little bit. Like my brows were burning a lot but they immediately stopped burning when she was done. Apparently eyebrows hurting during lamination is not normal so now I’m a bit worried. I will say I was wearing Korean sunscreen when I got them done today 😭 I didn’t know you aren’t suppose to wear sunscreen or anything (stupid ik, I wasn’t thinking) so I’m wondering if maybe that’s the reason it burned? My brows look great right now but I’m scared whenever I wash them in 24 hours they are going to look terrible and be damaged.

Im heading into junior year of Highschool and wondering if I should join winter guard. I only wanna join it to make friends and because I don’t do any other extracurricular activities or anything. I am pretty unathletic and have always sucked at sports. I also have anxiety and depression 😭. But I’m tired of being a lonely fat chud so I was thinking of doing winter guard because they are taking people with no experience. But I’m nervous cause I suck at dancing, like more than the average person. Doing practice every week and getting off my fat fucking ass sounds scary too but maybe it would be good for me? Also the idea of joining and NOT making friends terrifies me, it’s all I want. Going to competitions and dragging the team down is what I’m scared of most. Performing infront of a ton of people sounds super scary too. But I really should make myself do hard things and push myself. I just don’t know. I’m already a junior so that makes this ten times worse. There is probably gonna be a freshman on the team whooping my ass. Is there anybody who is kinda like me who joined color guard and if so what did you think? Should I just call it quits and stay out of sports? Should I try out color guard? Idk what to do, my mom is rooting for me and wants me to put myself out there and make friends. But I’m so lazy and sad I’m not sure I could handle a sport. But I don’t want to keep wondering “what if I had joined color guard? Would I have made friends?” Forever. Oh god I need y’all’s advice.