u/tokay26

I'm 19 years old and I started university in Germany almost a year ago. Unfortunately, I started smoking weed almost immediately and before I knew it, I was using it all day and doing nothing else.Now I don't have a single friend to talk to or extra money to buy something tasty. I can't stop smoking or force myself to do anything.My grades are at rock bottom, and my parents are very concerned about my situation and where I keep going.I'm scared and lonely and I really don't know what to do.

Im 19.I have already written before and will briefly write my story.I moved two years ago and from that moment on I started smoking weed non-stop. I have no one to talk to. My family doesn't know about my problem, and I have no friends left. I haven't learned the language well and because of this I'm a bad student at university.So far this hasn't caused any problems, but soon everything will start to fall apart.I know that if this continues I will simply ruin my life, but I just can’t bring myself to quit. I’ve always been a panicker, and after I started smoking constantly, I’m afraid to be alone with my thoughts.I don't know what to do and I don't know who to turn to. I'm desperately trying to find friends, but I never used the internet before moving, so I haven't had any success yet. In recent months, I've been constantly bored when I'm high too, and that's the only reason I've felt the urge to quit.