how to hallucinate people?
hi all. i could really use a bit of help with this. i want to have actual visions. that means not just distortion, but real hallucinations of people i can talk to. i want my own tyler durden, but ideally without all the scary parts. ideally a specific person, but if that's not possible, it's fine. please help me find a way, ideally without dying but maybe risk is okay too. what drug or drugs do i need? i haven't found anything reasonable in my search. is there a research chemical that fits my need?
i lost someone earlier this year and i need to be able to get at least some semblance of contact. she was the other half of me. i don't believe we can ever fully experience any part of the world until we've shared it with those we love. my heart my mind, my body, my very soul aches for hers. even if it isn't real. even if it kills me. i need a reunion drug. death cannot stop true love, right? only delay it? please help me with this goal. someone must know a way. i don't want platitudes or excuses, i want results. please help.