u/tr33king

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[Discussion] This is what depression looks like sometimes.

I've let things get out of hand. It's been way too easy to sit and stare at my phone for whole days.

I'm posting this to hold myself accountable. I'll update when everything is checked off.

Also - just realized I spelt vacuum wrong. Whoops.

**Update 1 **

Wow wow wow!

I don't have time right now to go through, read, and reply to all of the comments at the moment - but coming back to all of the positive and kind words means more than I know how to express.

Progress update - 1 room down. I'll try to come back and answer some comments later. Can't stop now!

** Progress update final **

I am astounded by all of you taking time out of your day to interact and give encouragement. It means more than any of you will ever know. I'm still going through the comments now and will try my best to reply to as many as I can.

I hope that each and every one of you get to see this update - because the LIST ladies and gentlemen, is complete.

I did not finish it yesterday like I'd hoped, but I woke up today, had another cup of coffee, and got back to work.

And it feels pretty damn good. We did it. Your encouragement kept me going when I wanted to stop, as cheesey as that sounds. It was the single most positive and influential experience I've had on the Internet.

Lastly, I need one more final push. I don't want to get too personal, but there's something I've been putting off for a long time. A phone call to my mortgage company to ask for some grace. It may be too late. But I'll never know until I call. I have been too frozen with fear, and guilt to move and I can't do that anymore. I have too much at stake.

I'm going to call tomorrow. And I'm going to carry every ounce of positivity shared here like a candle.

With the absolute most sincerity, thank you everyone. I wish you nothing but good fortune and health. You're everything that makes humans beautiful.

u/tr33king — 5 days ago