what’s wrong with me
i hope this reaches people and i can get a proper answer but im 17F and i genuinely feel like im on verge of dying all the time, not in a panicked way but more in a dull, looming way
my heart beats really heavily when i stand up, sometimes i can feel palpitations
ive been sleeping all day (a few weeks ago i was staying out until 4-5am and being perfectly fine the next day, i never take naps) and today especially its been really bad which is why im making this post like every time ive woken up ive needed more sleep
ive been crying really easily which isn’t really normal for me as im a generally content person
and ive been feeling like i cannot focus on anything im in a constant state of being zoned out, forgetting things and generally not feeling like i truly exist😭
i smoke weed pretty often like once a day or every other day and have been smoking since i was 15 but i dont know why it would have this large of an affect on me and i just want to know if it seems like something like cancer or something more mental rather than physical (im a bit of a hypochondriac)
if anyone can tell me anything id be super grateful thank you