u/uchihaor

Toh hua ye ki kal raat from 9 pm to 2:30 am i was playing games with my friends. I know kuch jyada hi der tak khela. Do choice humesa hoti h like

Mai jaldi so sakta tha or mei khelta rhu or dono option mei se jo zaruri hai use choose karo lekin ye karne ki willpower hi nhi aati mujhmein 😭

Kher, It was mid night so sab sogae the mene apna pc shutdown kar diya tha lekin main power on hi tha kyuki band karne ke liye kisi ko jagana padta or 2:30 bje koi jaga toh mujhe baat sunni padti 😅 toh mene nhi jagaya

Main machhardani mein sota hu kyuki bohot machhar hai yaha 🦟 ... Kyunki sab so Rahe The isliye machhardani bhi nhi lagi isliye kal ki raat fir mein soya hi nhi...

Mobile mere pass hi tha lkin use nhi kiya bas overthinking mein baaki time beeta ye soch ke ki mene life mein bahut time waste Kiya aur aage bhi kar raha hu....

Fir subha 4 baj gae tb tk almost every morning is time mere papa jag jaate hai & jab unhe pata chala ki main Puri Raat Soya nahin hun toh vo bas itna bole ki bimar hojaega esa hi rha toh...

I know that but i had no words at that time mera dimag mein ye tha ki mujhe ghar ke bahar jaana hai... Maine unse poochha ki is waqt Mausam kaisa hai to unhone bataya ki theek hai garam nahin Hai... To maine poochha Le chaloge Kya mujhe kahin Main yahan bethe bethe pagal ho raha hun 😅 or fir 4:15 pe hum dono ghar se bahar agae apni car mei.

Andhera to tha Lekin dheere dheere ujala bhi ho raha tha, Jo sky ka color change hota hai na mujhe dekhne Mein bahut achcha lagta hai kyunki jab Tum constant dekhte Ho tab tumhen kuchh feel nahin Hota per jab Tum thoda Ek minut ke liye ignore karte ho to uska color Achanak Se jyada bright hojata Hai.

Hum ghar se bahar toh nikal ae the lekin kaha jana hai koi idea nhi bas car chal rhi thi tabhi papa ne unke friend ko call kiya jo nehru nagar mei rehte hai unko jagya or bola ready rho humlog aa rhe 😆 mere liye ajeeb tha but inka ye roj ka rehta hai..

Mera matlab yah donon subah 5:00 baje se pahle hi uth jaate Hain lekin kahin Bahar nahin nikalte call per hi Tej Tej baat karte rahte hain aur ham log ka nind distrub krte hai but aaj in dono ka mei bhi part tha or mai bhi wajah ban gya tha mere bhai & mummy ki meethi nind ko kharab karne wala 😂

Fir humari car padra flyover se trs chouk hote hue nehru nagar pohoche unke ghar ke samne car khadi ki kyuki aaj mai saath mein tha isliye papa car mein hi the mere saath or unke friend

Aaloo bhujia, kuch biscuit, chai & koi special kadha leke aae 4 biscuit mene khae papa namkin kadha chai piye itne mein unke dost ready ho kar gaadi mei beth gae toh fir jab gaadi aage chali toh bhi idea nhi tha ki jana kaha h

Fir humari car nehru nagar se atal park or fir raj nivas hote hue or aage hi nikal gaee... Ab hum main rewa se aage aa chuke the ek number ki road par lag bhag 5:14 am par hum teeno ne sun rise dekha almost 4 years baad maine sun rise dekha tha

Plain khali road par 60 ki speed pe bina koi steering wheel, gears and clutches ke bich koi struggle ke car chal rahi h kyuki hum city se bahar the isliye bade bade khet dikh rahe the or ese hi jagah mei sun rise hua...

Kyuki sunrise right hand side mein tha mere or right side mein hi driving seat hoti hai isliye sunrise or papa dono ek hi nazar mein dikh rahe the mere...

Us time mere saath vesa hi scene chal rha tha jesa 12th class ke english subject ke chapter jiska naam my mother at sixty six mei hota hai...

Mere papa jo ki 65 age kei hai jo ek sunset ko represent kar rhe the unke thik piche sunrise ko dekh raha tha....

Ham City Se dur to a gaye the lekin abhi bhi kahan jana hai nahin pata fir papa bole ki sarso ka oil kharid lete kuch 10 kilometre or aage ek jan ki tel ki shop hai vah khud Tel nikal kar bechte Hain isliye vah jyada organic aur saaf rahata hai lekin vah dukaan 7:30 se pehle nhi kholta or tb baj rhe the 5:40...

Tab humne decide Kiya ki ab jab itna aa hi gaye hai toh poorwa fall chalte hai, vahan pahunchkar pata Chala Ki main gate band hai toh humlog chechai water fall dekhne chale gae jo ki Poorva fall Se 9 kilometer dur hai.

Pahle wali road dekh kar esa lga ki chechai wali bhi achi hogi lkin vo road aaj bhi vesi h jese ki 15 saal pehle thi tab humare paas car nhi thi

Tab humne ek hi din mein teeno water fall:

Kyoti, poorwa, chechai water ka safar bike se kiya tha, 13 se 14 sal ki age mein bhi maine bike ki tanki mei 4 se 5 sal ke bacche jaisa beth kar ghuma hoon kyuki bike ke back seat par independently nhi beth sakta tha,

Khair jab Ham Aaj chechai pohche toh koi khas pani nhi gir rha tha kyuki jo bhi paani tha vo ab electricity banane mein use Hota Hai isliye waterfall Mein Pani sirf barsat ke mosam me hi dikhta hai...

Isse pahle bhi jaa chuka hun lekin subha k 6:30 baje ki shaanti or nazara kuch or hi tha jise words mei batana asaan nahi hai...

Iske baad ka safar wapsi ka tha hum tel lekar laut hi rahe the ki tabhi sharkin ke just bagal mein ek B.B.A ganne ka juice ka thela mila... Vo takreeban 16 se 19 sal ke teenager ka tha vo teenager bada hi pyara ladka tha uske chahere aur awaj pe jo innocence dekhi mene or fir jab vo ganne se juice nikalne mei mehnat kar raha tha vo dekh kar mai thoda emotional hogya...

Mann mein ek hi khayal aaya ki iski jagah kisi classroom ya sports ke field mei honi chahiye na ki iss ganne ke thele mein...

Ghar se bahar nikalne par hi zindagi ka asli sangharsh dekhne milta hai...

Mai usse kuch pucha toh nahi lekin asha hai ki vo is condition mein bhi aage padhai kar raha hoga...

Well agar aap log sharkin jao toh B.B.A wale ke ganne ke juice try zarur karna...

Juice peene ke baad mene ek samosa bhi khaya samose ki shop bhi wahi sharkin ke pass thi magar mai car mei hi tha isliye naam nahi dekha...

Juice ke baad samosa mujhe nhi khana chahiye tha iss garmi mein, magar main bohot lucky raha ki esi garmi mein bhi heavy samosa hazam hogya...

Fir ghar aae toh 8:30 par the lekin esa laga ki bohot jaldi agae...

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I hope aap log bore nahi hue hoge

Mujhe mere computer ke cabinet se dust clear karni hai Koi aisi shop hai kya Jo cabinet ke sare parts ko acche se saaf kar de CPU motherboard Ram wagera?

I am a 36-year-old physically disabled man.

Because of my disability, I do not go outside often. I went outside 6 months ago, but after that I have not gone anywhere.

I live with my parents, and I feel very lucky to have them. But sometimes I feel that they are not lucky to have me.

I do not have a job because I could not complete my graduation, and I also do not have any strong skills that can help me get a good job.

To spend my day, I study and play games. Other than that, I do not do much.

My father started a small business, and he wants me to do the accounting work for it. But when I try to do it, I feel like I am very weak at it, even though I come from a commerce background.

I have some good online friends, but I cannot share the chaos that is going on in my mind with them.

I also have social anxiety. I cannot talk to people properly on calls for work. I fail to explain what I want to say.

Every day feels the same. Nothing is changing because I am not able to change myself.

I think that if I could go outside regularly, maybe I could bring some positive changes into my life. But right now, it is not possible for me to go outside often.

Reading, learning new skills, and playing games are not enough for me anymore. I think I am feeling lonely.

Because of this loneliness, I feel addicted to adult content. I feel like it is ruining my life, and that scares me.