Mentally exhausted and beat
I don’t like to talk to people I know irl about my goings on in life, so I’ve come here to see how the people of the internet can help me feel better. At the end of last year, my aunt was admitted to the hospital because of her kidneys not working properly. My grandmother thinks she won’t last until the end of summer. Then my only living arrangement possible makes it so I have to put down my aggressive 9 year old dog I’ve had since he was 2 months old. And just yesterday my 94 y/o great grandfather was admitted to the hospital because he fell and broke some ribs, and the doctors say he may only have a few days left. On top of all that me and my girlfriend are ending our relationship. It’s hard to hold myself together, especially when I don’t make good money so I can’t do anything to even just get away and relax and hope it helps. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I still have to work everyday cause one missed shift could mean I don’t have the money for my bills, so I’m just exhausted and feel beaten down by life.