Dying at 30 from end stage kidney failure.

I’m 30 years old and have had kidney failure since I was 8. This year has been the hardest health wise, knowing I’ll probably won’t see 32 years old or more has made me go into the deepest depression I’ve ever been in. I’m not taking care of myself at all, not eating right, not exercising and not taking care of my mental health. My parents are so scared, my friends are too. I’m SCARED. I want to take it myself, I want to stay, I want to live to an old age. But it’s so hard when I’m so depressed and turn to food to cope with it all. I don’t know what I’m doing by and I’m denial about it all. I don’t want it to end, I just want this suffering to end.

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u/urban_alien — 4 days ago