u/vaisefuder3

I started my journey because i have nonvenereal sclerosing lymphangitis it takes between 2 to 6 weeks to heal, i was committed to not fapping for as long as it takes to treat my condition and just so I would know that i have the willpower to abstain from temptation and quick pleasure, today on the fifteenth day i failed myself for a jerk that lasted 2 minutes... I'm leaving this here as a reminder to myself of how ashamed and weak i feel right now and every time i feel like doing it again i can come back here to remember this feeling of shame.