I sent an email to Vercel about how i can't access an email for an account im paying for, no response and im being billed for an account i cant access. I'm simply asking them to cancel the account or grant me access back to it as I have projects there. Does anyone know how to contact them?
How bad is it will I be bed bound and will sitting down be too uncomfortable? For some reason for the first month after my seton placement I was able to do anything, it was the last two months that were extremely painful.
I want to attend a friend's birthday party over a weekend the week after my fistulatomy, but have never recovered from one. Am I being insane? Can anyone with experience let me know how bad it gets
The visceral, physical reaction I have to people ending/leaving conversations because they know they're wrong, or shouting and using insults to avoid accountability makes me not want to be around people. 75% of people are like this. They close up and become childlike when you know, and they know, that they know they are wrong.
The other day I was in hospital being examined and the doctor reaggravated a wound I'd spent 2 months carefully maintaining and recovering from, the wound is swollen and painful again and I can barely walk. He knew he messed up, the nurse knew he messed up, but he didn't apologise and walked off to his laptop while I was writhing in pain and then ushered me out hastily.
This is something that's making me dislike interacting with people. They will fail a commitment or not live up to a promise and then act like it never happened, knowing full well that they've done it. I'm even angry typing this. I genuinely don't know why it gets me so angry and it has since I was a child. I will follow someone to the end of the earth to get them to admit they were wrong.
Point me to where I'm projecting or my shadow is being activated or whatever. My parents were tyrannical and would shout and command us to do things that didn't make sense, they would never apologise for their own failures and were incapable of being wrong, it's very inherent in Nigerian culture to never ever be wrong.
Yesterday I was seen by an LGBT surgeon who seemed personally offended when I said I didn't want him to put his finger in my anus. I clarified that it's because I feared it would restart my pain, and that I could just email my MRI results. He seemed moody afterwards and I wanted him to give me the fistulatomy as soon as possible, I didn't want him to be spiteful and delay me to the end of the year as he seemed like the sort of person to do that. When I agreed he was semi-forceful with his finger, and wiped the lube off aggressively. I screamed in pain and was bleeding, even the accompanying nurse looked shocked. When I turned around he was back on his laptop asking me questions like nothing had happened.
Until now I'm back to the peak of pain, after 7 days pain free for the first time, I'm struggling to sit down again. He gave me a fistulatomy in 2 weeks so I didn't complain. He couldn't even say sorry.
Do you guys reckon this pain will be temporary as it's surface level? Or am I due to endure pain from the top/has he set back my recovery?