i’m a terrible human being
i’m an evil despicable excuse for a person. i’m 15 F and i’ve only ever caused suffering. i’m selfish. i don’t care about anyone else but myself. i have no empathy for others. i can’t even hold a straight face when it comes to serious subjects such as cancer. i never keep my promises. i’ve flaked out on so many promises and duties. i’m lazy. i can’t even force myself to get up from my bed to brush my teeth or shower.
i’ve stolen so much money from my parents behind their backs and for what? for me to waste it on material possessions that mean nothing?
i’m a waste of oxygen, but atleast im self aware enough to know.
i just wish i could have been born a normal person. maybe even a good person.
i’m just sick of this stupid life. i’m sick of the hotlines always rubbed in my face. i deserve to die; though i’d never have the guts to pull anything directly.