u/vlonemattmar

i first took 7-OH about 10 months ago. i’ve always liked pain pills so when i heard about 7oh, i was immediately interested. like no way i can just get this stuff over the counter. i started out on 10mg and then eventually 400mg a day for 8 months. my tolerance grew so fast and pseudoindoxyl sped it up even more. it started to get to the point where i was just taking it to feel normal and not even get a high. the withdrawals were horrible, i don’t wish that on anyone. couldn’t sleep because of restless leg, chills, and whole body aches. i thought i could taper off and quit cold turkey but i was so wrong. i couldn’t do it on my own. i felt like i was going insane and i wanted to die . i eventually went broke because it is so expensive. donating plasma, pawning everything, and asking family for money. i was so hopeless and miserable. i kept it a secret for awhile until i couldn’t take it anymore. eventually my mom talked me into going to rehab and here i am 74 days sober. i’m honestly glad i went through that horrible experience. now i understand addiction and what it can do to someone. i feel great now, i dont have to go to sleep worrying about how im going to get my next fix. i’m in control now. i used to think i had no future and i hated every day of my life. now i’m so grateful for everything and i love life again. if you think you’re different or unique and can handle 7oh, you’re going to end up exactly where i was. i thought the same way, “im in control, it’s not possible for me to be addicted to anything” or “i can stop whenever i want”. boy was i wrong. just stay away from it, it’s not worth it. always remember you’re never alone! help is always there, you just got to want it. don’t suffer in silence.