u/vohveliii

I am really tired of trying. All this struggle with health, work, relationships. I don't even want to explain it. I want you to just understand me, and how it is to be me. Well, it is exhausting, it is scary, it is overwhelming, it is lonely, it is like feeling I am always at the wrong place, with wrong people, wrong job, wrong house, it is stressfull. I want to have more self-compassion. Be the person for me, be merciful, understanding and there, warmly, and compassionately - but how? I can't seem to do it.