Im still miserable 4 months later
I (24F) miss him (25M) every single day. I cry for him every single day. Ive posted here before and I just dont know what Im supposed to do.
Since i found out my fiance of seven years was cheating on me, I have moved to a new city and got a new job and have made some friends.
I am still in the same mindset of when I found out. I just wish this pain and stress would be over, it is consuming me.
We last spoke 2 months ago when i got a new phone plan and had to be taken off of his. Everyday i want to reach out.
Hes been telling people that I was the one that cheated and that i was the one that stole money from him (which is the opposite of the truth). I feel so stupid that i couldnt see how much of a liar and manipulator he was… But i also miss him. I miss feeling safe. I miss being loved.
Im just so tired of worrying about him and missing him. Im so tired of crying as soon as i get home for hours. This is the most painful thing I have ever had to deal with.