Day 4, so much anxiety and fatigue
I have been a kratom user for the past 5 years. Typically 10-15gs of powder every night but this year I made the stupid decision to try 7oh.
This past year I will say i’ve made a lot of progress. In august 2025 I reached an extreme breaking point after a relationship ended, and with how much this stuff was affecting my life. I think I made it 80 days sober. It was the hardest thing I had ever done and I was so proud of myself. I didn’t get rid of some though and then I relapsed. Ever since it’s been on and off and I haven’t given myself a chance to fully get back to normal.
Fast forward to a couple months ago and I got my hands on some 7oh. I knew it was an awful idea but I was at such a low I didn’t give a fuck.
Now i’m here, 4 days sober. Physical withdrawals are already getting a bit better which I can’t believe, because it was so much worse last time I quit. Although the mental withdrawals are fucking with me big time. I am so fatigued and am filled with so much anxiety. It is absolutely debilitating. I feel like a zombie that can feel nothing but anxiety.
Just felt like I need to get back into this community because i’m so fed up with this stuff. I don’t really know what else to say