How to feel about the memories of being abuse as a kid
Hey guys, so quick story about my self, when I was a kid on second grade a close friend of mine who was in fourt grade started to get real close to me and one day he would start to sexually abused me many times, at the time I didn't really think to much of it until middle school thats where everything would hit. But anyway it wouldn't be like some extreme stuff that I read in here but mostly he would only do 4 things to me and would always stay doing the same 4 things but anyway is been a while since then, I'm 24 years old now and still think about it. it doesn't go a day that I don't think about it but I don't know how to feel about it, like I don't feel mad, sad yes but not so sad that u get depression over it. Never had suicide thoughts over it, and it comes to a point that i see it as like every other mistake I had or did. I don't know if this just normal thing and it just me accepting it or is something mush deeper. Also I would go to therapy but at moment I'm having financial problems. so please any advice or anything related please comment. anyway hope you having a great day so far peace and love.