sorry, I'm not sure if this is supposed to be on "question" or "bug".
Hi! So I romanced Felonia exclusively all throughout ABH but
her % after completing the books remains at 96%. Just wondering if this is a bug or these points are supposed to be completed with HS3.
thank you!
(sammy pic unrelated)
I am on the Mimi romance path but I still took every single friendly scene with Lucifer and Dino (only didn't with the romantic ones or leading up to romantic ones) and I thought I had a good relationship with both but they still effing died in that final battle against Malbonte?? I'm on the high glory path + demon path & I didn't side with Malbonte so I don't really know where I went wrong, I don't want to romance any of them but I also don't want them to die so I was wondering if they're dead for real or if they're somehow alive later on in the books bc I honestly don't see the story without them.
Ty!!
I apologise, I didn't know how else to word the title or if this is the right subreddit since I'm an atheist myself but here's what I mean.
My mom doesn't really follow any religions as she has been disappointed by catholicism before, after several priests advised her to stay with my abusive dad because "she should just avoid making him mad". Even though she doesn't follow a religion, she still very much believes in god, angels, astrology, witchcraft and whatnot. I don't have any issues with this because I understand this can be a coping mechanism for so many people and it's not like she's harming anyone. However, I get extremely sad and somewhat concerned when she affirms to hear the voice of God, to be "receiving signals" and just straight up asks god for impossible things because none of it ever happens. She has struggled all her life with so many things and it breaks my heart to see her be like "god will give us a new car" (we've never been able to afford one) "god will give us a new house" (ours is barely holding itself straight) "god will provide" (we can't make ends meet) and she's always so sure about everything she says. I don't even believe in god and I resent it for giving my mom false hopes, tf.
I don't think I'd ever have the heart to burst her bubble and it's not like I would want to anyway, she is happy like this even if she's unconsciously ignoring our reality, it feels like hope for her and I'd never take it away from her. The only time we discussed my atheism and she encouraged me to ask her a question I needed an answer to, I asked "how does he pick and choose who to help?" She closed her eyes and told me "God just told me you should ask him yourself" I was like alright wrap it up.
I guess I'm mainly trying to ask, how do you deal with the heartbreak of unanswered prayers from someone you love so much?
I was diagnosed with OCD a little over 7 years ago and it's only gotten worse. I was on medication for a few months but I lost my job and haven't been able to get back on my feet, therefore I've been about 2.5 years without treatment as I can no longer afford it. However, I've read about exposure therapy and I suddenly don't want to see a psychiatrist anymore in case they suggest it, lol. Some people would say I just don't want to get better and if I really think about it, if getting better means I will no longer feel the need to rinse my limbs with water and bleach every time I come out of the bathroom and just let the pee and poop particles sit on my body then yes, I am TERRIFIED of getting better. I'll admit it is a hassle going to the bathroom and I try to do it once per day only to avoid the 30 minute ritual that comes afterward. But man, just the thought of what I'd have to do/stop doing makes my skin crawl. (i used the bathroom theme as my example but it's the same damn thing with other stuff like obsessing over whatever I bring home from outside on my clothes that can harm my cat, etc.)
Have you ever felt like you've been underwater for so long that coming up for air sounds worse than drowning?? I feel bad and guilty, I definitely do not want to live like this but man, at this point I'm not sure I'd survive living any other way. I suppose it doesn't help that I'm also diagnosed with MDD lmao