incoming hot take!!!! tranny loves tranny movie lol it is great though it gives a glimpse of the horror of never self actualising and living in a society that doesn’t care or hear your cries for help
imagining my disgusted moid body, my hideous face and my grating weird voice involved in anything that intimate just makes me want to cry all it does is remind me of what a creepy fucking ogre i am and how gross i look
the only way i can do anything like that is to either forget i exist or imagine myself as someone else entirely i’ve spent my entire life doing this
i’m probably being reductive but as a black girl i just find it tiring to hear all these people out personal issue i guess this is funny though lol
this was at a cinema i was like 5mins early before the screening so i was just sitting there with some other people who came early including the two girls i’m talking about
they were just talking i think (i wasn’t really paying attention) until they started talking about their trans “phases” in secondary school 😭 one of the girls said something like “i can’t believe i was nearly a boy lol” and that “everyone goes through it and grows out of it eventually”
lol it’s so stereotypical that i can’t believe i encountered that irl listen up trannies it’s all just a phase 😭😭😭😭
HOW MUCH MAGACOCK DOES IT TAKE TO TURN A 4TRANNER TO DONALD TRUMP TOP GUY 😭😭😭
this is weird lol i can’t really judge though i want to fuck my big brother lol
i don’t care that it’s already a stereotype cissies deserve it go onnnn my little troonies
i’m a bit sad
the conditions you need to pass completely are so fucking specific im not even going go into it we all know but also not being brain fucked by dysphoria and the dreaded AMAB RAPE VIOELENCE SOCIALISATION THAT IS STUCK TO YOU!
not being clocked isn’t stealth i don’t believe it im jealous and stupid
literally got banned from a server i was in for half a year after i told them i was trans LOL i could never understand female struggles AT ALL transmisogyny DOESNT EXIST LOL
im an incel invading the sacred place of truyyyyuuy womyn
i’ve been a lurker here for 2 years and the board for ages. most of you guys here are the most empathetic people i’ve known and even though i was complaining about huggboxxing most of you are really honest. ive never laughed at a subreddit until i got here
some of you guys are so talented, artttt blows my mind sometimes and the pooner art belongs in museums lol. you guys have so much to offer the people around you and most of you would be in a relationship if dysphoria wasn’t a thing,
i hope all of you make it
sorry if this is weird or parasocial or gay lol ive been here for so long i guess i wanted to say that before i try and fully give up on this all
this is the first time i’ve seen him in person in 3 years, the last time he spoke to me was trying to get me to detransition to come to his wedding. after i got discharged, he called me to ask for my address and said he’s coming to see me today. he drove 5 hrs to come see me.
i won’t get into the details of the conversation because a lot of it is too personal but basically the moment i saw him i cried in his arms for what felt like forever. we spoke for hours and hours. he used my actual name and gendered me correctly, i thought hell would freeze over before any of my family would do that. i’m still uninvited from his wedding, but he apologised for many things and said he wants to rebuild our relationship. one of the things he said was “id rather treat you like my sister than you doing anything like that again”, i know he’s still probably transphobic but i’m glad he wants to be back in my life.
for the vast majority of my life, my older brother was my best friend. i looked up to him so much, i didn’t have many friends growing up but he always made me feel wanted. i don’t know if this is weird to say but he’s genuinely more of a father to me than a brother. i really really hope one day we can go back to that.
oh and i also found out that my mother forbid anyone of my siblings from calling me or contacting me after she found out LOL i seriously think if she could she would kill me
2 YEARS!!!!!! 2YEARS!!!! 2 YEARS OF BEING A PRACTICE GF AND GOT BROKEN UP WITH BY TEXT🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 i’m so retarded i thought we were going to get married, obviously a dirty fucking tranny like me could never be someone you’d actually marry🤣🤣🤣🤣I WILL NEVER BE ANYBODYS DREAM GIRL!!!!!!!! NOBODY WILL EVER ACTUALLY LOVE ME 🤣🤣🤣🤣
i love being a stepping stone to eventually getting to a relationship with a real women. simulating real women enough so that you could learn how to be a good boyfriend! a good husband 🤣🤣 i hope i was good enough for you during our time together while you were looking for a real girl!!!! thank you luca i’m so grateful for having a chance to help you!!!!!
i’ve never loved anybody more in my life than you luca! when my entire family cut me off you were there! thank you for lying to me and saying that you loved me!!! i’m completely fucking worthless i’m roping tonight thank you for opening my eyes luca!!!! i needed to get put in my place!!!!! i’m gonna get drunk and hang myself!!!!! thank you!!!!!!!!! nobody will ever actually care about me!!!!!!
saw him on the train and we spoke for like 5 mins, i can’t believe someone i was really close to could see me this way. ruined my year
it’s so disappointing
had a conversation with one of my bfs friends and he basically said exactly this lol everyone will always think i’m a mentally ill drag queen lol
literally speak to any cis person about this and they will say the same thing
is there anyway to convince her? she has a really well paying sales job and she told me that if she transitioned she won’t pass and it’ll ruin her career and life 😭
i literally just got reminded of when i used to be a discord catfish and i had to see if this was an experience anyone else had 😭😭😭
from like 11-16 i used to catfish as a girl, even while being in denial about being a troon lol i did it for so long, i had long term friends for 5 years plus who knew a completely false version of myself, the only real thing was my personality and my age. i really regret it now but it seriously was probably my biggest coping mechanism 😭😭😭😭
i think at first i justified it to myself as “just curiosity to see how i would be treated” lol. it felt really nice to be perceived as a girl (and also pretty 😭😷)
i’ve been having an urge to make more irl friends who aren’t cis but everything i’ve seen about these irl spaces are horror stories lmao