u/whore4jackles

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Codependency

So me and my partner both have BPD. I become bed ridden and snappy when I’m in a slump and he loses all motivation and becomes suicidal. We’ve been together for almost 3 years now and recently, he told me that my codependency on him is too much. I don’t know how to get a hold on it cuz I don’t know how to give myself the motivation to get out of bed and do better. I’m trying really hard but I’m struggling.

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u/whore4jackles — 4 days ago

Why so NSFW :(

Why are all the fucking subreddits so NSFW??? Bro. I just wanna be a puppy boy in peace and wag my tail and eat my treats and sleep in my dog bed and be left alone. Like fuckkkkk stop sexualizing me, I didn’t ask to be. I’m asexual so please for the love of god stop.

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u/whore4jackles — 5 days ago

Uhm so I was diagnosed with VVS after a single test and 2 doctors. Obviously something is wrong with my heart, I don’t doubt that. But I am not positive it’s VVS. I feel as though my symptoms closely resemble POTS (which I’m aware they’re similar and full under the same umbrella) but I’m also not sure. One of the things that led to me getting a diagnosis was feeling blood rush to my legs when I stood up before my vision went black. The blood rushing is a more common thing in POTS and I don’t feel like they did nearly enough tests as they should have, especially considering that I’m healthy and all other tests came back normal. I’ve also noticed severe temperature sensitivity which I know is more common in POTS. I feel like I need another opinion on this but I also know it’s hard to get a complete diagnosis for either when I haven’t fainted quite yet (I have come damn close repeatedly). I don’t know if I’m being dramatic or if I’m having a hard time accepting my diagnosis.

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u/whore4jackles — 20 days ago