What to do?
I’ve had problems with peeing and pooping for a long time, also my belly that is usually completely flat has a huge bulge at the bottom that has been there for a year and won’t go away. I’ve had problems since an abortion a year ago. A few days ago I noticed a bulge in my vaginal opening. I think something got worse a few days ago after a heavy weight lifting session. Don’t know if it’s related, but I’ve also had a fever since I came home from the gym. I got really scared and got an appointment with a private gynecologist. I didn’t notice that things had changed until I thought about it really good. I’m now scared that I’m being hysterical and that nothing is wrong and that I’m going to waste a lot of money. I’m also scared about my future if something is wrong. I love lifting heavy weights, running and other activities and I’m scared I won’t be able to anymore. I have many other diagnoses and I’m scared I won’t be able to follow up exercises or whatever. I already have way too many things to remember and can’t manage to follow up by myself. Can they fit me with a pessary at my first appointment? I’m going on vacation in a week and I don’t wanna go around feeling like something is about to fall out of me. I feel disgusting even if my husband is the sweetest. He’s a nurse and has seen these things before. Sorry about the long rant, I just don’t know what to do anymore