u/wigglydogbum

If you speak more than one language at a native level, how do you decide which one to use in your scripting and affirmations? Do you think it makes a difference?

Hi everyone. I hope I can get some advice about getting better at visualisation in manifestation.

So I've been trying to get my SP back since we went no contact almost 3 months ago, and to help with this, I've mainly been using subliminals, and I also have been trying to use visualisation. But the problem is, my mind keeps directing me to negative images/outcomes which invokes a feeling of sadness/desperation, and sometimes it's so vivid that it makes me cry. I try to steer back to my desired outcomes, but they always feel vague and like I'm literally forcing it (which I am), whereas the negative images feel so easy and real. Another thing is, when I try to picture my SP in these desired outcomes, I have trouble clearly picturing his face. I find this all very strange because I think I was able to manifest a relationship with him in the first place, and positive visualisations for that time was so easy.

Is this something that consistent practice and/or regulating my emotional state would take care of? Or if there are any tried and tested method to make visualisation easier, I'd love to hear your advice.

Some personal experience I’ve had with subliminals. This is just to organize my thoughts and maybe get some insight from others who may have gone through something similar.

I found out about subliminals and started listening around the start of the year after going through the biggest heartbreak of my life (and this was on top of going through a long stable job search in this economy – I work freelance). So the topics I’ve been listening to range from “SP”, “Get your dream job”, “Money”, and various appearance related topics just for the sake of it.

I think I’ve seen some results in the appearance category (eg. Get rid of hyperpigmentation, breast growth, facial symmetry, thicker new hair growth) and getting a few new high-paying clients for my freelance work. But there’s been absolutely no movement in the SP category.

I’ll be honest, there’s a huge sense of desperation and anxiety when it comes to my SP. This is the area I want the most change in, and maybe this is making the situation stagnate. The past few months, the more desperate I felt, the more he distanced himself. Now we’ve been no contact for 1.5 months, which has added to the desperation.

After reading through various posts in this sub, I started listening to some “Nervous system regulation”, “Blockage remover”, and “Self concept” subliminals, and I noticed some change in me. I only started listening to these about a week ago, and there have already been days with zero sense of desperation (which after months of it constantly filling up my mind space, I feel like there’s something missing!). Then I’d get random bursts of emotion which make me cry, but then it passes after a few minutes.

Just wondering if this means I’m going through a purge like I’ve read on some posts, or if it could mean something else. Do I keep focusing on these topics rather than listening to half a dozen different topics that’s all over the place?