The apology I deserved
Context: I didn’t know na mutual friend ko pala yung eldest pamangkin ko sa fb ko. She saw one of my posts mentioning I was SA’d by my adoptive father — her beloved lolo. And my adoptive mom blamed me — her beloved lola.
She asked for permission to know the whole thing. Di ako sana nagsshare sa mga pamangkin ko about sa lahat ng abuse na dinanas ko sa family kasi ayokong mag-iba yung tingin at pakikitungo nila. Pero since nagtanong na sya, and literal adult naman na sya, kinuwento ko na. Natakot ako at first kasi baka sabihin na “hala tita mukhang di naman nila yan magagawa” so I was kinda bracing myself for the worst.
Instead, I got these. I got the apology I deserve pero nagmula sa inosenteng tao. I broke down crying. No, actually I wailed.
Mabura man lahat ng screenshots sa phone ko pero binack up ko talaga ‘to sa drives kasi nakakaiyak everytime babasahin ko. 🥹