u/wormy20000

I have been in recovery for a few years. I would say physically I am fully recovered but mentally I struggle a LOT every day. I have come very far but I’ve recently been struggling a lot with ED thoughts. They don’t seem to ever go away and I am now becoming depressed because of it. Has anyone else experienced this after being in recovery for a while? Does it go away? I just feel like I’m going to be burdened with this forever and it isn’t going away.
I feel like I could have everything I want in life and not be able to enjoy any of it because of the burden of the ED.