am i in denial??? or is this just bringing out the worst in me??
was in vegas for the night on a family trip w my bf of 3 years - long story short we argued and i got drunk and started being super rude to him in front of his brother, i remember everything i just didn’t realize it had gotten so out of hand i guess. my bf isn’t a confrontational person so he never puts me in my place in situations when im angry or talking crap. we’ve argued like this before too but it’s never been in front of his fam. i feel really embarrassed for acting like such a bitch (,: just looking to see if anyone has ever been in similar situation 😭😭 (yes ik alcohol in excess is bad) i feel like alcohol is bringing the worst in me but even when im sober after an argument he just won’t communicate until i bring it up. im 26y/o latina and have only ever been in toxic relationships, this isn’t toxic just bad communication. def laying off the drinks, but is it me or him?!?!?!?!?! HELPPPP 😓