Homeschooling has ruined me.
Hello! Ive been homeschooled for only around 4 months. Im in 9th grade, i am getting seriously effected by it. I can no longer read long things, focus, or write. In public school i was always bored and lonely since i had issues agreeing with my friends. But looking back this boredom allowed me to be creative, i would constantly draw and write long stories and i would get excited about things. But now i sit at home. All day. I still have one friend but since i dont have a drivers license yet or a job i dont ever see my friend. At public school i would be able to sit in a silent room with people around me and just relax, i didnt need a screen. But now since i have nobody around me and im a very social person, homeschooling is like hell. I cant focus on my school work without having youtube playing right next to me. And if im being honest being homeschooled makes it SOOOOOO easy to cheat. I know i shouldnt, but when i started i immdiently started cheating, and now its too late into to school year to stop, my end of the year tests are next week and i know NOTHING. My brain has been ruined by homeschooling. This summer im gonna get back into writting and reading and next year im gonna work harder to actually do my work instead of cheating.