Should i quit my sport? I need some advices
My apologies it’s a bit personal,I’m still confused if i want to quit or not because i don’t wanna lose the money my parents spent or the efforts in all of the 10 years that will be wasted.
In competitions it’s so unfair and they cheat alot and i had multiple injuries last year and no one in my coaches seem to care or help,so because of the environment this year i started to hate the sport and after every single session i used to go home crying and begging my mom to quit and after multiple arguments with my parents i finally got a 5months break from it. But tbh i always feel guilty, it’s like I’m missing a part of myself and my personality. This month i realized that i love running but im a little overweight and slow but i really wanna try track and field because i want to feel like im working on myself and i want something to be passionate about but still deep down i think about my old sport and feel guilty about it. And i started playing tennis as well but im not feeling the passionate feeling, im just doing it for fun and not MY THING.
I hope some people can relate and tell me about their stories and hope you all the best.
And if there’s any track and field people to tell me if they recommend it and what should i do to get better and how do they train.
Overall i need advices because deep down if there’s no unfairness i will still love the sport.