the gates

Hi! So I've been having this reoccurring dream of mine for several years now. I think it's been about 7 years since the first time I saw it. It comes back to me occasionally every 2 or 3 months. Can you please help me interpret it. I'll try to describe it as detailed as I possibly can. Thank you!

So it starts with me standing somewhere, usually it's an open field or a forest but one time it was in the middle of the road. then out of nowhere there are huge gates in front of me. they are bright mix of orange and red colour and they seem to be having some kind of a bricks surface but I'm not sure if they are made out of bricks. There are different unknown to me symbols that cover the surface of those gates. When you look inside the gates there's a big field in there with bright purple grass covered in waves because of the wind. And above that field there's a dark sky, I dunno whether it's because it's night time or it's just cosmos or just darkness. It's deep black, you could drown in it. I hear the sounds of rain but I don't see it I just see the field of purple grass slowly creating wave patterns on a wind. whenever I look at those gates there's a cold and pleasant breeze that is coming towards me. And there's this distinct smell of grass or a forest right after it's rained that's coming out of there. I feel incredibly calm when I look at it. I'm at peace and have no worries. There are no voices but it FEELS as if it's speaking to me. Overall I'd describe the feeling as incredibly calming and soothing. I have this urge inside me that wants to go through those gates but for some reason I never do it. I usually wake up afterwards. When it happens it usually makes me feel better for some reason and it happens whenever I get stressed. Not always but it's a general pattern that I've noticed. It is very vivid, the colours are incredibly striking and the sounds with tactile sensations are hard for me to forget. I'd probably describe the emotion from this dream as positive but I'm not fully sure tbh

Any ideas?

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