Opinions on using it as a therapeutic tool
I have insanely bad mental health issues. I saw how effective 5 meo dmt was for anxiety and mdd which is why 5 meo peaked my interest. I am unable to find a facilitator nor do i have the money. My friend is down to trip sit me but i dont know how good of an idea this is for me. I am at the end of my road nothing works for me and i am kind of hopeless when it comes to my mental health. I was planning to replicate the one john hopkins study and smoke 6-12-18 mg but i want to hear you guys opinions on my approach for symptom relief for anxiety and depression. Is it to risky conserdering my mental health struggles to smoke 5 meo. Could a bad trip make my struggles worse thats really all i am afrad of that and i am afraid to get sucked into some other exstistential fear or i am scared to draw horrific conclusions about my exsistence or uncover something horrifying about the universe because i am going to be quite honest here i already assume the worst when it comes to that which makes me even more scared that it will turn out horrible for me. But then again i dont think its possible for my life to get much worse and i almost dont see any other options as ive exhausted many. My question is if you look at my situation is it a bad idea to smoke 5 meo dmt the only things i am worried about is the two things preciously mentioned i dont care about physical harm to myself i dont care if the trip itself is absolutely terrifying i am ready to die for it. Maybe unrelated but i tought i was dying once and it was the most peacefull experience ive had in a long long while. Sorry for the ramble but i am at the end of the road here thanks for reading and your help. I love you